ytd's worship review really was something that 'smacked' right into my heart... so its a time for me to think n reflect...
worship practice ytd was ok.. im more confident now in playing but need to more confident n let God take over.. i mean i still learning to be sensitive and follow the worship leader..
so it was a reflection and deep pondering for me after ytd's review... am i really playing it all for God or just performing perfection ... i mean i hv performed in front of 800+ ppl but in front of this small youth grp im still afraid.... is it due to anxiety coz of playing wrong note? well, after what derek told us our being worshipper n playing as a team... it really hit me in saying that when we play let it come from the bottom of heart n worship... its not the performance but it's the moving of the Holy spirit... and all i learn was to really yield n trust God and do everything unto Him..
" Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men." Colossians 3:23..
sometimes i feel we are being pressured/ more focus in ensuring perfection in our playing rather than worshipping. .. i mean this isn't the way to move to a higher level... its a totally different feeling than being part of the congregation
but i juz believe that through experience, practicing and surrendering to God i will be able to use this God-given talent to the max to glorify His name!
after that, went supper
ate roti prata at this 'mr. prata' shop at evans road ... very nice got variety - italian pizza, seafood pizza... one day muz bring ppl there very nice to eat...
so ya that's abt it:)