wow next week is the end of the term. and gp and chem midyr is next week. thankfully the school is good to give us lots of days to study ... apparently only one day of school next week.
well, it's been great knowing my class and having lots of fun (though im not the typical fun person) but 'fun-ness' adds something bright to the dreaded and bored mugger life. it's not good to study all day and hv no life...
and debates games bonding session on thurs with floorball n frisbee were fun :) with funny game playings and mistakes that we make... haha.. well it was a fun time!
ytd was a great day after taking history fa... it was quite manageable... and also thank God that i passed my econs case study test even though i din study for it.... was pretty surprised. it's just the dependance n tapping on God's strength and wisdom that had sustained me through the year so far. im not smart , probably just hardworking, and it's through God's grace that i did okish in my academics so far... so i dun really gain the credit. God does not me. even though i hv more time to study now... but i learnt that with our own limited strength, i can't achieve anything that is of success. well, with God, it makes a big difference
and ytd's radi8 service on thirsting and hungering for God. it just reminds me of the unsatisfied satisfaction ; that it's a form of desperation, a source that we need to tap on to for survival and for fulfilment... it just cannot be literally explained in words. well it was a great time of bible study and also reflection on our relationship with God as well as man..
did some gp reading today in preparation for gp exam next thurs. and the more i read, there's alot of controversies and debates on certain issues- basically who is right/responsible etc. well, both sides have certain points of validity but i've noticed that the argument between both parties would carry on infinitely. im not against gp or against arguments. but sometimes man's stubborness on insisting his claim or argument leads to greater tension between two parties and it may ultimately blow up to a cold war. maybe that's exaggerated but the path towards cold war is there... some things i realised which has been put in place for a long time can't be changed ; it has been ordained by God and man try to manipulate and maneouvre his way around to change how things are really. the way man thinks and believes that his way is right and his refusal to accept alternative views..
and the more we read such arguments, there's nothing wrong with them but crossing a certain line and aggressively stating your point may lead to greater conflict between two parties.
so the more things happen, i guess growing close to God n having a christlike character makes u different from the way the world thinks