well youth service was great! it just reminded me of the heart issue once again. how true we are to God. and it just reminded me of the very depth of the heart. the intentions and the ways of the heart. For God says He looks at the inside not the outside (1 Sam 16:7)
and it was really a deep reflection on how we live our lives for God. living for God isn't easy but with God it will be meaningful and purposeful. it just pierced right into my heart. what does it mean to really get real with God. well a few days ago i got this revelation that it's all about the heart issue. the issue now is about me, about the individual. as i prepare myself for youth camp, i got to really check myself hard and humble myself for Him to do a deeper work. well it's just on how hungry and fervent i am.
and birthday for sashi and amy after service was real too long. tedious to get them down ensuring that it's a surprise. thank God that they did not notice anything suspicious before that. especially when sash ask me to press the lift to 2nd floor... i purposely delay and say oops sorry it went to the first floor. and great most of the youths were there! and i guess i should chk out the price of cakes next time ... hehe
anw, was doing some blog-hopping and notice that clarisa's consecutive posts were on lame stuff and drawing - creative indeed .... i dunno why im blogging abt it but i guess it's interesting to take a look at her posts haha
anw youth camp in 4 days! yup i dun wanna stay on the same again. i wanna come out different.!