well week 2 has passed by just so swiftly. everything has been okish so far with new content from history, math that i nid to absorb into my head.
the week has been great coz i believe God has been taking control of my week so far. I've heard of friends who complain of the never-ending workload, the work more work and also project work. not easy i gotta really admit... but i dun feel like complaining about all this stuff.... this verse from col 3;23 has been in my mind for a long period of time. in terms of studies i should really cling onto this verse in my heart and do it all for God. it has been speaking to my heart and i really thank God for the progress i've made in cj so far. really unexpected but i guess it's the wisdom and strength of God that had carried me through. im not saying that im exceling all the time but the progress i've made hasn't been as bad as i expected. and i have to really acknowledge that God has been my helper and my strength in my times of need . that im weak and i got to tap on His strength. and when we do well, all glory really goes to God and the act of humility should be sealed in my heart. it's all about living for God here... so easily it's forgotten, so a constant reminder is definitely needed.
in this past week, i wasn't used to getting up early. anxiety, weakness for certain stuff that weren't immediate events. i guess i worry for nothing... and in the book of matthew it mentioned do not worry for tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. so trusting in God and believing in Him is the best and most secure way to go... even though things in future are uncertain (no one can foresee the path we are taking except God) , i still will trust in Him....
and it's all about trusting God and living a life all for Him.... i juz need to constantly remind myself about this becoz humans often forget about it... we know it in our heads but not in our hearts... so it's all about Him and not me at all... i just can't reiterate the point... living a life all for God is really different