well work is piling up and really pilling up.. it's a test of faith and all that.
last week i dunno why... but i started to worry a lot... well worry for pw, worry for cca thingy, worry for quite a number of things and it was a fear that creep into me... i knew i had to trust God and i did just that , but somehow or rather, the fear or rather the burden came creeping back into me... it wasn't really a peaceful week last week....
and last fri youth during worship, it really spoke into my heart that sometimes i lost focus of who and how great the Lord almighty is. ppl focus too much on the problems and perceive our problems as so big that sometimes it's un-imaginable for it to be resolved. sometimes, looking towards God and not looking at the problem at all solves it all.... it's not within our own finite human capability but to really trust God wholeheartedly... i mean this issue God has taught me time and time again, and each time, my faith is increasing time and time again.... learning to really live and trust Him... infact, it isn't easy but lifting the burden and focusing on Him alone will really help...
last thu had chinese lc ... okish wasted tat last 2 qns went wrong... shouldn't be that way... after went back to collect o lvl grad cert.... feel good reading the testimonial and collecting e cert.... i was just amazed at the achievements over the past 4 yrs. at nite went for band concert at vch, it was a really last minute thing to get the tix before... juz the nite before that i confirmed the 5 tix... there was only a slight chance that i could get them... and my juniors did play okish i guess... its juz okish. but i guess there's much room for improvement for them. hope they like the chocs i bought haha... it was a last minute thing again... becoz i only knew that i was going for this concert the nite before.. and everything was last minute... haha
ytd's debates at acjc was okish.. and though i did attend the last round onli, i guess it was rather okay and we could hv won... juz left out a little substance. and glad to meet some sr peeps and one who's now in ac debates and she's so happen in charge of my debate grp... cool :)
today aft church mug the whole day for history test that's on tues... it's consider quite last minute for a subject like history.... anw juz pray that God will give me the wisdom to write well as well as the other tests this wk.
nat:)